To my cat, who is no more.

My Bailey,

I have to admit, I did not fall in love with you instantly. But, on our car ride back home when you were snuggled against my arms, I knew I was going to take care of you like a mom. What if I lose the cat? This question kept haunting me on our way home but you brushing against me gave me all the confidence in myself that I needed.

I got you when I turned 22, imagine the horrors of a 22 year old girl. Having you, a cat with special needs is the best decision I have ever made. It makes me laugh every time I think of how you would run across the house, with your bell ringing chasing every person and being the king of the house getting all the attention. Returning home from University was my favorite part of the day as you would always welcome me by going directly to your food bowl although it was always full, you crazy ball of floof! Remember when the house next door was being renovated? How would you, you were tone-deaf which trust me Bailey, was a blessing in disguise. It. Was. LOUD!

28^th September, 2019 is the saddest day of my life as we had to put you down, but I know you were done suffering from all the pain. I cried the whole night and the next few days because I missed your kind face. I still do, Bailey.

Your collar still lays next to me in bed, where you used to sleep against me.

I never knew I was capable of giving so much of my love, care and attention to anyone but you made me realize that at heart, I still am a kind human being. I love you.

Love,

Rija x




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